Tuesday, January 17 *

17.o1.2oo6 .
BROKEN.UP -

didn't.expect.tuu.bie.so.fast.
wells. alot.of.stuffs.unexpected .
he's.dis.kindd.of.guy ? till.now.ii.stew.dunch.believe.
budd . wadeberr . ~ they.told.mie.ii.mus.accept.dharr.fact.
dhat.perhaps.he's.lyke.dhat .

17.o1.2oo6. a.damn.SUAYY.day .
ii.can.say . nth.happens.lyke.dhat.before.
andd.therefore . i'm.struck .

gort.headache.since.ytdd ..
wells . today.too . andd.ahkiong.gave.mie.panadol.
which.made.mah.head.feel.betterr .
mahh.eyes.kena.one.small.thing .
gort.sore.throat.. mouth.painful.cos.heaty .
dese.are.small.stuffs ~

aft.wrk . initially.ii.wan.him.tuu.follow.his.frens .
cos.ii.didn't.force.him.tuu.stick.wid.wo .
ii.dunch.lyke.ppl.tuu.give.up.frens.cos.ofb.stead .
was.thinkin.alortt.while.workin . tok.widd.yileen .
asked.if.i.shud.separate.widd.him .
budd.yileen.ask.mie.think .. den.aft.thinkin ..
lyke.cos.of.dis.small.thing .nort.worth ..

and.den.he.told.mie.dhat.ahlong.tellin.mani.ppl.dhat.i.shoot.ppl.out ?
abt.dharr.stealin.of.coffee.norhhs ..
denn.i.damn.pekcek.cos.i.didn't .
cos.ii.loathe.bein.malign.dhar.most.apart.frm.liars !
he.asked.mie.dunch.say.out.or.ask.anitink ..
budd.how.cann.tahan.rite ? i.tried.tuu.tahan.lerh .
den.vic.yileen.came.and.comfort.mie .
asked.wo.dunch.think.so.much .

was.cryin.all.dharr.way . cos.they.wanna.go.hab.breakfast .
ii.already.tried.tuu.hold.bakk.mah.tears .
budd.realli.cannot.control.em .. dunch.noe.whiie.
ahlong.saw.mie.mah.eyes.red . kept.askin .
ii.dunch.wann.say . asked.again . realli.cannot.tahan.lerhh ..
i.asked.him.whiie.he.go.anihow.say.tins ..
budd.he.say.he.didn't ..
he.say.he.swear. if.nort.kena.knock.down.lor .
den.i.say.whiie.ppl.say.euu.say .. den.he.ask.hu ..
ii.say .. cannot.say .. ppl...

den.he.called.derrick.ask ..
wad.thing.happen.durin.breaktime .
dunch.noe.wadd.thing.larhhs . den.he.say .
" euu.neberr.shoot.wad.lor .. eberything.is.derrick.shoot . "
denn.i.say . " if.euu.kena.malign.how .. ? euu.sure.will.angry.ma . "
aft.dhat.we.walked.lorhs .. den.he.ask.mie.dunch.cryy.all.dese .
vic.oso.said .. their.mouth.let.them.say.lorhh ..

eben.HE.oso.neberr.defend.mie.or.wad..
which.made.mie.felt.berii.disappointedd ..
den.she.say .. where.gort.dis.type.of.stead.one ..
aft.dhat.quarrel.on.sms ..
ii.told.him.maybie.im.nort.dhar.gal.he.wans ..
cos.he.say.he.tolerate.mie.berii.long.lerhh .
den.ii.tot.fer.sum.time.. and.i.say.its.time.tuu.end.ba .. sry.fer.makin.his.life.terrible .
mahh.fingers.seem.so.heavy.wen.i.pressed " send "

cannot.expect.wadd.he.replied .
he.put.a.smiley.face. and.said.he's.been.waitin.fer.mie.tuu.say.dis .
stew.wans.mie.tuu.bie.his.stead.cos.he.wanna.get.bakk.at.mie .
[ previously.ii.rmmbr.is.huiru .. huiru.play.widd.him .. like.playplay.quarrel .. den.she.say. euu.jio.xiaoshihui.10.yrs.oso.jio.bu.dao ! xiaoshihui.horr ? "
andd.i.say. um .. ]

ii.was.shocked .. he.seemed.so.nicey.tuu.mie.all.dhat .
if.he.realli.wans.revenge .. whiie.he.wants.tuu.treat.mie.so.well .
tolerate.mah.nonsense.all.dhat ? O.O
alortt.of.question.marks.in.mahh.mindd ..
laopo.said.perhaps.he.said.it.in.a.fit.ofb.anger ..
baobeii.said.maybie.he.acted.it.out.all ..

ii.dunch.noe .

fer.dharr.10.yrs.thing ? ii.karnn.expect.ppl.tuu.bear.grudge.on.dis ?
to.think.sum.ppl.been.sayin.he's.a.good.bf.wadsoeverr .
den.i.quite.dunch.understandd . so.i.say .
" so.euu.re.revengin.larhh .. " andd.wadd.he.say ?
ii.karnn.rmmbr.so.much. onli.noe.wen.i.saw.. ii.was.damn.angry.
something.lyke. " cant.euu.cee.clearly ..? blablabla ..
den.ask.mie.dunch.reply.animore.. " wo.derh.xin.hen.tong .

was.damn.sad. budd.i.didnt.cry .
ii.was.sittin.dere.widd.em . didn't.speak.a.wrd .
thinkin.alortt.ofb.stuffs ~ .
whiie.ii.was.so.stupidd.tuu.believe .
cee.la . mie.sucha.stupid.gal .. kena.fooled . !! :D
andd.HER ! ii.loathe.her.LOADS ! *

in.an.instance..
ii.seemed.tuu.bie.losin.eberything .
budd.perhaps.jie.is.rite . in.dis.way .
its.a.form.ofbb.growin.up .. GOD.makes.mie.cee.thru.ppl's.masks .
hu.re.dharr.real.frens .. hu're.dose.bad.ones ..

durin.breakktime .. uncle.stew.sayy ..
" **** dis.guy.buay.pai.derh .. budd.onli.his.mouth.badd "
kept.sayin.buay.paii .. den.ii.nodded ..

okies ! i.gort.mah.retribution.huhs ?
happie ..? ((:

wadd.cums.ard.goes.ard .. ii.fell.down.dis.time .
dunch.noe.wen.can.i.climb.up.again.lerhh .
SRY. ii.shud.habb.believe.****** . dhat.he's.lyke.dhat .
budd.its.all.too.LATE . SRY.fer.nort.believin.wad.euu.say .
till.i.regret . budd.euu're.stew.willin.tuu.bie.dere.fer.wo.
ii.appreciate.it . ((:

and.ya ! thnx.jerome.fer.believin.mie .
ii.realli.am.thankful .
andd.boonhoe.fer.bein.neijiu.he.neber.ask.
carefully.before.believin.wad.ppl.say . ~
ii.dunch.blame.larh . cos.if.its.mie.ii.oso.will.lyke.dhat.ma .
mohai.tok.alort.of.da.dao.li .. neber.tot.he.can.tok.like.dhat .
HAIS . =/

hope.dhatt.ii.can.cee.mah.rainbow.once.again .
ii.guess.i.CAN. ((: widd.so.manii.TRUE.ones .
SON !! ii.lurve.ya ~ trainin.under.JEANYIP ?
he.say.he.wanna.wash.hair.fer.mie !! harhars !
ENWEII.meii !! tuu.think.dhat.time.ii.advised.euu .
now.ur.turn.advisin.mie .. all.cums.in.a.circle ..

told.ahkiong.i'm.nort.workin.lerhh .
hold.bakk.mah.tears . he.is.cleverr .
he.told.mie .. cool.down ..
asked.mie.tuu.contd .. den.i.say.dunch.wan.ba .
ltrr.go.dere.. cee.ppl.lyke.awkward.lorhs .
eben.ifbb.ii.neberr.do.aniting.rong .
lyke.ppl.tot.mie.oso.part.of.shoot .

den.he.say . ppl's.mouth.let.em.say .
euu.neberr.. dunch.scared.ppl.say .
den.i.um .. aft.dhat.i.say.dunch.wan.contd .
he.say . hao.larh. dunch.force.euu ..
if.euu.wann.tuu.cum.bakk. euu.cum.bakk ((:
at.night.wen.euu.wake.up . think.oberr.again .

ii.swear.he's.dhar.NICEST.boss.lorhh !
XIEXIE.LOADS ! *

damn.sleepy. cried.too.much .
ii.swearr.i.wun.cry.fer.guys.animore ! (:
enuff.is.enuff . nort.worth .
mie.goin.oberr.man's.place.dere.tuu.wrkk ..
dunch.noe.gt.vacancies.mahhs .. hope.so ((:
andd.denn.ii.can.dunch.stay.at.hme . habb.time.tuu.anihow.think .
btw.now.den.i.realised. family.important !
mahh.mum.and.dad.saw.mie.cryin..
knew.abt.all.dese . they.tok.tuu.mie ..
long.eberr.since.they.tok.tuu.mie.abt.dese.stuffs .
I.LURVE.EM !! family.are.dharr.onli.ones.
neberr.part.euu .. leave.ya.alone !!

nevertheless . frm.dharr.bottom.ofb.mah.hart ..
hope.euu.found.a.gal.betterr ..
doesnt.show.euu.attitude..
dunch.trust.ur.friends.dhat.much .
kena.ka-ed.jiao.weii.oso.dunch.noe ..
andd.do.rmmbr.tuu.treat.ur.mrs.right.well ..
dunch.play.widd.her.feelings ..
cos.wadd.cums.ard.goes.ardd .. karma .
wish.euu.XINGFU.KUAILE . ((:

seemed.lyke.i'm.nort.dhar.unfortunate.one.onli.
huixian.nuer.tok.tuu.mie.online .. broken.up.too .
meii.oso.broken.up .. amelia.aiai.same.date .
dunch.SAD !! kays ?

eberything.has.an.endd . mine.ended.too.soon .
nidd.time.tuu.heal . peeps. pls.dunch.blame.him .
ii'm.changin.into.anotherr.mie ..
fer.dhar.better.fer.dhar.worst ? euu.JUDGE !
berii.soon ((:
ii've.blogged.down.eberything.in.mah.mind .
tat's.fer.now ! euu.can.noe.another.different.mie . ((:

ii.dunch.noe.wen.can.i.accept.another.r/s.again ..

爱呢 ..? 我不相信了 ((: